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I finished The Oxtrad today.
I miss everyone I've met during this month.

I met this boy named Jak while I was there.
He wasn't in the program just a guy I met
on the streets of Oxford.

He's got the funniest personality + he's actually
really sweet.

He doesn't/didn't know I fancied him.
Today at 1 am I snuck out of my college to see him.
I hung out with him for 3 hours.

It was amazing. And we said our goodbyes.
I don't think he'll ever realize how much I miss him.

I feel like crawling into a hole.
My heart feels heavy and in need of aid.
I feel torn and empty.



and I realized that I may never see him again.








just leave me your stardust to remember you by.