Here we go again.

I went to Church with Sarah again today.
And I saw him.
I feel so prohibited to even glance at him.
Even though, I have found someone new to
pine over.
Seeing him today just made all those feelings
resurface. And I wish it didn't happen.
I suppose there's just some things you
cannot control, even if you try your hardest.
He sang in the band today and he spotted me
in the crowd of faces. He smiled and wave.
It was cute and the look on his face made it
appear as if he wanted to talk to me after.
He has such a lovely voice when he sings.
It was funny because he messed up the lyrics
a couple of times. He never really looked at me
when he sang but once he did. I don't know
how to explain this.
But basically my heart is the biggest idiot ever.
His hair grew out and he looks even more cuter.
flksdjlfkjsdlkjfsdlkafsd.

I don't care what Sarah says.
I'm not going to let her control my heart for me.
Even if my heart leads me to getting hurt in the end.
It'll be my fault. Because this time, I'm listening
to what my heart tells me.
FUCK THE ODDS.

I don't care if he's super religious or if what
Sarah says is true about him.
It never hurt to take a chance.
To try.

Wish me luck. =)