So Andy is having issues with her love.
It's actually really sad.
Basically her boyfriend's friends decided
that he had to choose between them or her.
And he couldn't have both so he chose his friends.
But now they're still going out "secretly."
Honestly though.
How can you call them friends when they
make you choose between themselves and
their friend's love?
It's actually more more complicated then
what it appears here.

Anyways, we had a chat about the situation
and how she could never be "single."
Because she would always have a longing for someone.
And even though she knows she should break up with
her love she'd rather "secretly" be with him even though
it'll create more complications.

I told her out of all honesty, she's the lucky one here.
She actually has someone.
Unlike me, I've never ever had someone.
And then she said she'd rather be me because now
having 8309482390482039483948 boyfriends she
cannot maintain being single.

She actually said it more profoundly but I can't
remember exactly what she said.

I still think she's the lucky one here.

At least she doesn't suffer from unrequited love.
At least she doesn't have to torture herself
with fancying people she doesn't deserve.
At least if she fancies someone, she usually gets them.

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KENDAHL STOP COMPARING YOURSELF TO OTHERS.

thought, overload.
will write later.
can't express how i feel.f dsjfsadkl;fjsdklfjasldkfd. fucksake.