mind cluttered.
failing to breathe.
both mind and body exhausted.
cannot function.
losing focus.
feeling numb.

questions.
questions.
questions.

always appearing.
always there.
inevitable.

wondering.
wondering.
wondering.

will i ever break free of my vices?
can we cure this "disease"?

hoping.
hoping.
hoping.

always.
for a better ending.
for a more content moment.

detached...
from reality.
hallucinations.
ideas.
dangerous thoughts.
dangerous mind.
dangerous acts.

i've lost control.