Truth is, I am jealous of everyone who's gotten floor seats to the Vancouver shows. Call me callous, but some people I feel don't deserve them. They fucking boast about it and it's unbelievably annoying when people have really shitty seats or CAN'T EVEN AFFORD to go to their concerts. The ticket prices are fucking ridiculous but I suppose it's worth it. I'm just trying so badly to get floor tickets to see these boys. I feel insane, but I don't know I just really want to be able to touch them and then my life will be almost complete. Haha. Mainly, I really want to do this for my friend Kelly because she can't afford a lot of things and these boys are one of her favourite bands. If I got a meet & greet ticket, I'm not even joking I would give it to her because she deserves it more than anyone. She's not the richest of girls and I'm grateful I even got tickets for me & her but I really want her to have an amazing experience. Especially since, she never goes to concerts and this will probably be her second one after All Time Low. I'm just hoping. hoping. hoping so badly I try and get really good seats or meet & greet. I'm doing this for her because this girl deserves it.
"Live like you're at the bottom, even when you're at the top."
- The Jonas Brothers
That's what I do. I'm going to be honest and say, I am pretty damn well off. I get to do a lot of things a lot of people can't do; I've traveled to several different places around the world and I'm only 17. I get to have the best summers ever by traveling. I get to go to a gazillion concerts to see my fave bands. I live in a nice house. I have an awesome family; with flaws (but aren't we all?). I have amazing friends. I have the opportunity to have an education. etc. etc.
But even with being fortunate I've learned to give back. Ever since I was little, generosity has poured out of me. I don't do it to earn attention, to be accepted, to appear nice. And I don't even do it because it's the so-called "right thing to do." It's in my nature. With Kelly, I haven't been exceptionally close with her up until the last little while. It's funny because we both see things in similar ways, despite my experiences she's pretty damn perceptive. She's done a lot for me lately helping me with my stupid drama with Nichola and Nat. I want to be able to give back.
Ohwell, and even if I don't get m & g or floor tickets, I'm going to just have to accept that & just be grateful I even got tickets. And Kel & I will have a motherfucking good time anyways. And this always make me feel better: (awesome Jonas Secret)
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