I will always love A-kitch. She is still one of the prettiest people to me. Even is she's constantly dolled up, covered in make-up, false eyelashes, hair extensions. UK was awesome, we didn't stay there very long but I forgot how much I love London. Every time I go back, I am always fascinated by my surroundings. And damn, those british accents are lovely. I bought some pretty neat stuff, of course. Probably the best purchase was this authentic RAF Women's Jacket. The guy who sold it to me totally reminded me of a mix between Bill Nighy, Bob Dylan and Mick Jagger. haha. He definitely had character. I'm in Ireland now, Galway to be exact. It's rather small-towned, very quaint. I don't know if I could live here but it's pleasant. I head to Dublin tomorrow and I'm really excited. 

The thing about traveling is I always develop new eyes to see the world. And I am truly grateful that I get to visit so many places at such a young age. I mean, this summer I get to go to Kenya, Paris again and then Indonesia. I'm hitting up 3 different continents in the span of 2 months! With all this, there's always this sense of feeling alive and I love it. Also, I'm graduating in 2.5 months and I am fucking terrified but extremely excited at the same time. I feel as if there is just so much ahead of  me, so many new things to try. I've been feeling really appreciative lately, not that I'm naturally ungrateful but sometimes I forget to really recognize what I have and all the experiences I've had. It's easy to get consumed by life's anxieties. It's easier to procrastinate then to get work done. It'll always be so much easier said than done. But I'm learning to break my usual routine, I'm willing to change for the better. I'm learning to put effort into work because if I really want something, I need to overcome the obstacle there will never be an easy way out. And I'm learning to give my self that little push, to get ahead start. I'm learning to truly love myself. I'm learning gratitude. And it feels amazing.

Plus, I have so many gigs to look forward to within the next few months especially All Time Low & Jonas Brothers. And as much as I am a bit scared I won't get tix to JB, something tells me I will. GOTTA STAY POSITIVE! Haha. I suppose through it all the music is keeping me alive. Oh yeah, I really am eager to get my tats done, especially "believe" & "today." Hopefully I'll get them done before summer. 

//  learning to breathe. ----just smiles all round.