If my gut is correct, I'm certain I have FOUR, SIXTEEN YEAR OLD BOYS AFTER ME.

It's flattering but man, why is my life one HUGE awkward turtle?

& it always perplexes me how people even take an interest in me, honestly. I'm not that intriguing? Or perhaps I'm being a fool and I just don't perceive myself in such a manner. Or perhaps I am blind to my own 'great' qualities. Either way I am dumbfounded. 

What to do. What to do. & I would not date any of them unless their maturity level elevates. Okay fine. Maybe one of them but he lives on the other side of the world. 

I'm just letting it be.