Yesterday I woke up and it smelled like spring but it felt like summer. I've been missing the sunshine and when it makes it's grand entrance I always make sure I'm wearing the best smile on. My hair is growing and I love it. There's only 7? 6? weeks of school left and it's freaks the shit out of me but at the same time I am overly exuberant about graduating. I've been skipping way too much school, in hopes of completing projects or assignments...I like to think I'm actually doing something right. I swear tomorrow will be day 1 again of ending my missing-class-cycle. Promise. Today is an exception because I have the most fucking ridiculous history test in the world and it's 5 am and I need to study.
Yesterday was wonderful for the most part. I love knowing that summer's around the corner when a sweater is no longer required. I didn't go to photo because I was trying to finish my goddamn Lit essay, which by the way is overdue by 4 days. FML. I went to art and expected my bitter art teacher to yell at me or glare at me for my absence in photo. Instead, I see a substitute who has taught at my school last year and who I'm shamelessly in love with. I see Kelly and we both go out of the class for 5 minutes to freak out. We were both hyperventilating // laughing // going insane // screaming OMG IT'S MR. SINCLAIR! Trust me, he's not your generic type of guy he's more like (or as I like to describe him) the type of person you'd find at art school, sitting under a tree, all in black, creating a masterpiece and being all mysterious. Yeah, gorgeous. Well that was legit the best 1 hour and 30 mins of my life. Haha. Last year Kelly and I had him for art and we looked at his sketchbook and we saw something that reminded us of Tyrannia from neopets and we were like OMG NEOPETS. And LAWL-ing nonstop and ever since we've been ashamed of saying that because he's actually amazing at art. I don't think he remembered us so we were a tad disappointed but overall it was awesome.
Went to 7/11 at lunch to get a slurpie. I swear summer's almost here. It was strange 'cause in order to get to all the restaurants and food places you have to go into the Point Grey area where Adam, Allan & Nate attend. And for some weird reason deep down I wish I saw them. I don't know why. It's unexplainable.
& sometimes on certain days I wear my confidence completely and I feel exceptionally beautiful. This doesn't happen a lot and when it does I embrace it entirely. I try not to have the arrogance take over and become superfluous. It's unattractive. And on random occasions, I walk around like I'm famous. It's a strange engagement. I don't know why I find it even necessary to act in that particular or even feel that way. Unexplainable. Perhaps it's because I'm finally feeling like I know who I am. Comfort in my own skin. Audacious? Maybe this is me finally being fearless.
& you know what? I should feel stress with the atrocious amount of homework, essays and tests assigned but I am far too content right now to even worry. And it's a damn good feeling.
Yesterday was wonderful for the most part. I love knowing that summer's around the corner when a sweater is no longer required. I didn't go to photo because I was trying to finish my goddamn Lit essay, which by the way is overdue by 4 days. FML. I went to art and expected my bitter art teacher to yell at me or glare at me for my absence in photo. Instead, I see a substitute who has taught at my school last year and who I'm shamelessly in love with. I see Kelly and we both go out of the class for 5 minutes to freak out. We were both hyperventilating // laughing // going insane // screaming OMG IT'S MR. SINCLAIR! Trust me, he's not your generic type of guy he's more like (or as I like to describe him) the type of person you'd find at art school, sitting under a tree, all in black, creating a masterpiece and being all mysterious. Yeah, gorgeous. Well that was legit the best 1 hour and 30 mins of my life. Haha. Last year Kelly and I had him for art and we looked at his sketchbook and we saw something that reminded us of Tyrannia from neopets and we were like OMG NEOPETS. And LAWL-ing nonstop and ever since we've been ashamed of saying that because he's actually amazing at art. I don't think he remembered us so we were a tad disappointed but overall it was awesome.
Went to 7/11 at lunch to get a slurpie. I swear summer's almost here. It was strange 'cause in order to get to all the restaurants and food places you have to go into the Point Grey area where Adam, Allan & Nate attend. And for some weird reason deep down I wish I saw them. I don't know why. It's unexplainable.
& sometimes on certain days I wear my confidence completely and I feel exceptionally beautiful. This doesn't happen a lot and when it does I embrace it entirely. I try not to have the arrogance take over and become superfluous. It's unattractive. And on random occasions, I walk around like I'm famous. It's a strange engagement. I don't know why I find it even necessary to act in that particular or even feel that way. Unexplainable. Perhaps it's because I'm finally feeling like I know who I am. Comfort in my own skin. Audacious? Maybe this is me finally being fearless.
& you know what? I should feel stress with the atrocious amount of homework, essays and tests assigned but I am far too content right now to even worry. And it's a damn good feeling.
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