Haven't posted in a while. I'll post a full on update later.

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As much as we're friends again,
I think that sometimes you only need me for security,
an ego boost when your confidence is running low,
and as someone to look "good" with.

If these are some of the reasons to take me back
since my (was permanent) absence, then
I'm not sure what I'm getting myself into.

I know that I wanted to give our friendship
another try but the insecurity and pessimism
is still there under the mascara and flawless
skin.

I'm terrified that you'll just drag me into
the same negativity I worked so hard to
extricate myself from.

I just hope this is worth it.

But I'm having second thoughts...




p.s Freaking Gr. 11 and your swell dance moves,
and your amazing artistic skills. WHY ME?