i need someone to tell me it's going to be okay,
i need someone to hold my hand,
i need someone to hold me, hug me, console me,
in every way possible because

i am so fucking scared,
today was a huge reality check.
i am failing 3 or 4 of my classes,
and it's like FUCK way to find out
last minute with what? 6 days of school left?
and the possibility of me, NOT graduating is
fucking terrifying or not getting into ECUAD,
with my average.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

& all we ever want is more time.



someone just tell me, it's all going to be okay.
i need to hear it in all it's sincerity & entirety.
i need to believe in that so bad.
because i'm desperate for some piece of hope.