Expired Words.

I hate how you're constantly so pretentious around me.
You've changed so much and you don't even realize it.
Everything between us feels different.
Our conversations are so simple and lacking smiles.
I miss being good friends.
But even if I tried to repair our friendship, which I've
done countless times.
Things NEVER change.
It's always the same routine:
we'll say our sorrys, we'll contemporarily make up,
and slowly begin to make dialogue.
But then we both become distant again and we end
up becoming this.
It's so bothersome and at the end of the day,
I always replay the scenarios of you and me being
together and analyzing everything that happened,
and everything I could've possibly done wrong or
anything I could've said or changed to make this easier to understand.
But overall, I don't think I'll ever comprehend you, me or us.
And the sad thing is,
you're now exchanging your honest words for lies.
And everything you say I don't believe anymore.
And I try and tell myself your words are pure and true,
but for all I know they've become false.
And I really do hope your words expire.