terrible.

I don't like this.
I hate feeling insecure.

I no longer have the sense of inspiration I want/need.
And I lack creativity these days.

And god knows why I even call myself a so-called artist.

I lack skills and imagination.
And my photography doesn't even come close to being amazing.

plus.

the whole situation about you. fancying me.
i just don't get it right now.
and i refuse to accept that your feeling may be true.
just right now, you've caught me in a bad time.

i hate to say this but honestly you're suffocating me.
every breath i take.
it's become so difficult and the words are drying up at my mouth.
i can't bear this any longer.
it's just so ridiculous and absurd.
please forgive me.

it's just me.