1) You're a waste of time & space.
2) I'm wasting my time.
3) You're a player.
4) You're playing my heart.
5) I am not good enough.
6) She[s] better.
7) The obvious: you don't fancy me back.
8) You think I'm awkward or strange or both.
9) You know I fancy you.
10) And if you know, you're scared to say something.
I NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP, GET OVER MYSELF,
LET GO OF THE FEARS, GIVE MYSELF SOME SELF-LOVE,
SHOULD BE PROUD OF MYSELF THAT I'VE EVEN GOTTEN
THIS FAR, AND JUST HOPE, AND JUST LET IT BE.
Note to self: Kendahl, YOU HAVE NO CONTROL OVER THIS.
It is what IT IS. Just breathe. Let it be. Let this unfold for itself, don't force it.
You never know, something just amazing might happen. It just takes patience.
p.s BELIEVE.
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