Even though the weather is shitty,

Even though I feel depressed and frustrated,

Even though my parents are putting more pressure on me,

Even though I am failing bio,

Even though I have done nothing productive for the past 2 days,

Even though my friends are being angsty,

Even though I get scared,

Even though I doubt myself,

Even though I am surrounded my ignorance and insecurities,

I can't help but smile.

He freaking did a cover of "Dear Maria (Count Me In)" for me.

Okay, so it's not as amazing as having a song written about you,

but hey it works for me and it's one of my favourite songs by

one of my favourite bands and HE freaking did it for me.

See, even though I mentioned it to him he didn't have to

go out of his way, waste 4 minutes of his life recording it for me,

and he did.

So today for once, I'll trust my instincts.

And my heart tells me he probably does fancy me.

The process is slow but it's building up and I think

in the near future something will happen...

oh, pictures of possibilities.

they are so enticing.

my heart is open,

and will end,

so take it.