dear kendahl,

you will be okay. i know this hurts an awful lot. especially when his words echo in your mind and pierce your heart. but you know he loves you. even with all this. you know that. you know he needs help but doesn't know how to go about it. you have to be strong. but you must accept what lies ahead. even if a decision is made in departing. you can learn from this. and perhaps you were wrong to get out but stand your ground. you know that it's not just you, it's him that needs to change. all you can do is love him unconditionally, no matter how hard it is. just believe.