in fear and faith.

all i know right now is that i'm terrified out of my fucking skin. but you're so goddamn enticing.

i've only known you for fourteen days but i feel the connection. the attraction. i just want to know your heart and i just want you to know mine. i guess i just fancy the comfort of another human body laying down next to mine. i like your hair and your pretty blue eyes. your ridiculously appealing smile that always seems to find a way to melt away all fears. your lip ring. your stretched ears. your chest tattoo of a human heart with three scars. you know its my favourite, and what it signifies and what it means to you makes a shift within me. i like your unexpected personality, such a contrast to your alternative exterior. but i love oxymorons. i like your cheesyness even though i never know how to filter it. i like how you make me feel pretty. i like how you notice the details that everyone seems to neglect. i like your weird screamo music. i like how you drive an hour and half just to come see me. your incoherent, misspelled, abbreviated text messages. the absurd amount of smiley and winking-faced emoticons we use. the cheesy cute messages evolving into suggestive sexy texts. haha. the insanely overwhelming chemistry. i like kissing you. i don't mind your hands all over my body. the way your lips travel down to my hipbones. how this alarmingly feels safe.

you give me something new. you're letting me explore. you're letting me see new lands. and i feel as if this is a big shift in my life but i'm okay with it, as much as it evokes a panic within me i try and not let disheartening insecurities and fears get the best of me. i guess i'm just frightened because of how much i'm falling for you in such a short period of time but these thrills are enchanting and you're my latest addiction.