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Parties Parties Parties.

I am such a procrastinator, it's not even funny. I need to focus but I am still bewildered by all the events of yesterday/friday. Ohman. What to do? What to do? I think I need to lighten up my blog. It's really depressing. And I know I created this to dump all my teen angst, frustration, depression, predicaments, questions, infatuations, dreams, wishes, hopes and all that shindig but I think I'm going to use it more often instead of just whenever I just need to vent. Plus, I think I need to start adding pictures and such 'cause it seems a bit bland. 

Oh yeah, the pic on the right that's Nichola and I. Totally trashy at best. Plus, NERDIFY. I gotta say we both look extra phitty there! I can't believe her hair was MASSIVE yesterday. And Nat had a stellar faux hawk which by the way, she wore to soccer today and used way too much hairspray! God, taking off my make-up was such a bitch but it was totes worth it! And I was extremely tired from the dance party I didn't even bother taking a shower 'till this morning. I know it's gross, trust me I know. 'Cause I woke up feeling super disgusting and it took large amounts of conditioner just to get all the fucking hairspray out! I honestly wish I had more days like that where I could get all glammed up and where the most outrageous things and feel amazing. I was defs, trying to pull off an Audrey Kitching. HAHAHA. Well my theme was "Trashy Life" after all. Plus, "LAHBRAIC." 

To Do List

- finish history essay

- send it to laura for review

- study for bio

- get pics for photo together to hand in

- START MY FUCKING GRAD TRANSITIONS

- ask Mrs. Park for reference letter

- get Art Portfolio together

- have tea/coffee with Ginstah

- go to more dance parties

- get fake ID before January

- 50 hold on, 50 let go of him

- write every day

- reconnect with old friends

- apples

- apples x 2

- hang out with lucia & manderz soon

- BUY MANDERZ HER FREAKING BDAY + X-MAS GIFT!

- breathe

- if still infatuated ask Nat; don't be scared + no more hesitating

- CONCENTRATE

OKAY. MUST FOCUS. NOW.