I feel like a selfish bitch because as much as I know

deep down, my gut feeling tells me me and her won't

be as close anymore.

But I know in a small way the only reason

why I'd fight for this is because I don't want to

lose the relationship with her brother.

AND GODDAMNIT, THAT KID IS CUTE. 

With a capital C.

p.s I hate attractive myspace friends....well not really.

but yeah, that's another story.