my heart hurts.

i don't know what to believe anymore.

what happens now?

i want to believe the words that grace

your lips.

i want to tell you exactly how i feel.

i want to be in your arms.

i want to be the girl you write songs about.

i want to mean something to you.

and i know all these things are possible

but i'm holding back somehow...

i'm afraid.

and it scares me how you've been reading my mind lately,

with songs and lyrics. 

your status explains exactly how i feel about you.

but you don't know that, maybe you'll never know that.

i can't think properly.

and it's annoying how i think about you constantly.

i want to tell you.

so badly.

you don't even know.

but i can't do it.

i'm too afraid.

i guess you'll never know...

how i really feel.