dear kendahl,
you're going to be okay. you've made it out alive before. and right now i know your heart is hurting. your mind is chaos. and it feels like october again. it feels awful. and this hurts. but you are going to move through this. you are going to be okay. you are going to find the life in you again. you are the most real person. everyone says that. you know that. you are the strongest person. even kelly knows that. even your mum knows it. everyone knows that you have grown so much. you have made superb progress. it is almost 9 months. it is almost a year. almost 365 days. you can do this. you can pull through this. you cannot sumbit yourself to the pain. you have to fight this. and people will hold your hand. you are not alone. you are not fake. you are not artificial. you just made mistakes and you need to accept them and take them into account. you cannot rewrite the past. whats happened happened. but remember who you are and what you stand for. believe in the music. believe in nature. believe in the sun and the moon and the stars. you are alive in this world. you are beautiful. you inspire. you have to fight for yourself. for everyone that matters. for friends and family. fight for the music. for art. for autumn and sunsets. for concerts. for the little things. for the jonai. for all that you love. for paris. for kenya. for india. for all your adventures and the ones soon to come. fight for polaroid pictures and tons of bracelets. fight for days spent at the park. and nights with your best friends in completely recklenessness. fight for coffee conversations. fight for all those kids that make you smile. fight for love. fight for it all. because you can do this. YOU WILL MOVE THROUGH THIS. this feeling inside, thats rotting at your interior it will subside. smile for a brighter day because you weren't meant to cut your minutes short. pain is universal and these times are hard. we get stuck in moments but you are NEVER alone in your perils. scream if you have to. until someone hears you. scream till your lungs hurt. remember: "life is about choices. we become our choices. it is possible to change."
you're going to be okay. you've made it out alive before. and right now i know your heart is hurting. your mind is chaos. and it feels like october again. it feels awful. and this hurts. but you are going to move through this. you are going to be okay. you are going to find the life in you again. you are the most real person. everyone says that. you know that. you are the strongest person. even kelly knows that. even your mum knows it. everyone knows that you have grown so much. you have made superb progress. it is almost 9 months. it is almost a year. almost 365 days. you can do this. you can pull through this. you cannot sumbit yourself to the pain. you have to fight this. and people will hold your hand. you are not alone. you are not fake. you are not artificial. you just made mistakes and you need to accept them and take them into account. you cannot rewrite the past. whats happened happened. but remember who you are and what you stand for. believe in the music. believe in nature. believe in the sun and the moon and the stars. you are alive in this world. you are beautiful. you inspire. you have to fight for yourself. for everyone that matters. for friends and family. fight for the music. for art. for autumn and sunsets. for concerts. for the little things. for the jonai. for all that you love. for paris. for kenya. for india. for all your adventures and the ones soon to come. fight for polaroid pictures and tons of bracelets. fight for days spent at the park. and nights with your best friends in completely recklenessness. fight for coffee conversations. fight for all those kids that make you smile. fight for love. fight for it all. because you can do this. YOU WILL MOVE THROUGH THIS. this feeling inside, thats rotting at your interior it will subside. smile for a brighter day because you weren't meant to cut your minutes short. pain is universal and these times are hard. we get stuck in moments but you are NEVER alone in your perils. scream if you have to. until someone hears you. scream till your lungs hurt. remember: "life is about choices. we become our choices. it is possible to change."
you make the sun shine.
"You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets."
yours truly,
your teenage heart.
xx
your teenage heart.
xx
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