I am a jealous person.

I will admit that.

I am envious of my sister, she has a "boyfriend" or  "significant other."

I am extremely happy for her but at the same time I can't help but want what she has.

Oh, the things we want are the things we can't have. Bollocks.

I think my depression is building up again. 

I can feel it and it sucks.

I am so fucking reckless. ruthless. hopeless. 

fjdsklj;fsdlkjfsdaf. 

6.7 billion people in the world and I've never felt more alone. 

FUCK TEENAGE ANGST.