It's hell outside.

So this is what you get when you live in Canada.

SERIOUSLY. MEGA SNOWSTORM. IT IS HELL OUTSIDE.

I don't remember in my entire existence living in BC having this

much snow. It's absolutely ridiculous! I love it and hate it all the same.

I haven't updated in a while. My cousins from Los Angeles are here. It's pretty coo'.

Pretty much all my friends are on vacation. So I'm a tad lonely. But X-mas is tomorrow! I'm so excited to see Ginstah, I haven't seen her since summer it's absurd. And I'm so stoked on playing Truth & Truth with the cousins. It should definitely be hella fun. 

A couple of days ago I hung out with Nichola, Steph & Kelly to exchange X-mas presents. It was strange. I couldn't help but feel as if Steph was irritated with my presence? I don't know if it's because she knows that Nichola and I have become a lot closer this year. I mean, I know I'm starting to get close again with Steph too. I really don't know. Perhaps an indicative of jealousy? Although, I think they all loved their gifts. Okay rant. As much as I do CARE about "it's the thought that counts" I couldn't help but feel just a little bit annoyed with Steph's gift. I mean I LOVE THE GIFT SHE GAVE ME. Don't get me wrong it's lovely. But I feel as if it was like a I-didn't-feel-like-putting-that-much-effort-into-this-so-this-is-an-explanation-of-our-friendship. I don't know. Something tells me Steph didn't really care? I don't know if I am articulating this properly at all but that's just what I get. Perhaps, I'm just over-analyzing again.

Also, I find myself feeling aggravated with Nichola lately. I suppose it's because we're always in such close proximity. Or maybe it's the fact that I'm just overly sensitive to picking out people's flaws lately. Must be PMS-ing. I am certain of that. Blah. I don't know. I know she's mad at Nat because in art class Nat completely excludes Nick and treats her like shit. It's kind of like, yeah we're friends but I'm too coo' for you when I'm around certain people and you're just my backup friend when I have no one else kind of deal. Tragic. 

Ohgawd. When all three of us hung out last week with Nina the tension between them was so apparent beyond comprehension. I remember Nick (being the blind girl she is ) completely ignored this guy who kept calling her name until we finally had to scream at her. After they chit-chatted Nick explained to us he was a make-up artist she'd worked with a couple times and Nat and I thought he was cute. Later on, Nat was like I know he's "gay." And Nick's like no he's not! And Nat replied saying I know he is, I just know. Of course, Nichola retorted and said dude, you can't just KNOW he's "gay." He could just be extremely metrosexual. I could tell both of them we're getting pretty infuriated with each other. But I really didn't care at that point in time 'cause I was on a high. Lawlz.

So basically because Nat's bi, she thinks she has this "power" to "know" if people are "gay." It's really annoying but that's just Nat. And Nichola sometimes just gets to abrupt about things and makes things a bigger deal than they really should be.

Oh yeah, about that day. I was so high and we were at Zulu Records and I was trying to get a Nightiming ticket and 2 tickets to Anberlin and because of my impaired thinking I completely confused myself as well as the guy at the cashier and it was just hilarious because I couldn't articulate myself and I seriously couldn't think straight at all. Thankfully, I got my tickets. 

Anyways, I'm pretty content. I'm growing out of Mike. It's kinda blah for me right now. I don't really care that much. I'm extremely hooked on the Secret Valentine EP by We The Kings. The new version + the acoustic version of "Secret Valentine" are so good! And their cover of "Feel Good Inc" is epic. Basically just get it. It's ace. 

p.s winter break is good. & SO STOKED FOR FEB. JONAS BROTHER 3D CONCERT MOVIE. HELL YEH. HAHA.