Wednesday, December 17, 2008

So, my mum has taken away my laptop because she says I need to focus.
I do agree with her but I haven't been able to blog, which is annoying.

On Monday/Tuesday I was being harassed by Cooper ordering me to give her
details about Friday night. I didn't say anything. I asked her if Mike said anything
and apparently he only told his friend Warren. Also, apparently when he left he
wouldn't shutup about me. And they were all "good things' APPARENTLY. 
And I hate to admit it but I think I do fancy him and it just seems wrongs on so
many levels but I honestly think I do. I don't think this is just a stupid infatuation.
So I'm letting time unfold itself...I messaged him yesterday and the anticipation is
killing me. Plus, Cooper is really in on this trying to, as she put it "hook me & mike up."
She thinks it could work despite the fact that we're so different, which is really true.
Not to stereotype but basically he's like the "preppy/jock" type and I'm well..."different."
Stereotypically speaking I'm like the "artsy" type? Idk. 

This is all perplexing and I haven't slept. There's a fucking snowstorm outside my window
and I wish it'd snow harder so there'd be no school..well I'm already skipping first block. Haha.

I don't know, there's all these fears that are coming with this new boy in my life and I think
something COULD POSSIBLY come out of this. Although, at the same time I'm hesitant to
really do anything because of what I've seen or heard. I mean he's hooked up with Cooper and
Christina before, that obviously says something. I don't know. My head hurts. 

I'll just let it be.

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